@xsn10s, I honestly think you have the toughest job and responsibility in the world. I know I cannot do what you do. And despite that, you are here to contribute and learn. Like you, I, too, am here to help unwind. It does not work all the time, but we know how to weed out the bad.
You do not have to explain your job and responsibility out in the open. Trust me on this to my brothers and sisters in the LRH community; he has one tough job and responsibility.
Brother, if there is anything I can do to help you deal with the stressors associated with them, please let me know; bullets, Scotch, beer, etc., L
L! Hang in there, Brother. Peace, be safe, and God bless. 
Ed
You do not have to explain your job and responsibility out in the open. Trust me on this to my brothers and sisters in the LRH community; he has one tough job and responsibility.
Brother, if there is anything I can do to help you deal with the stressors associated with them, please let me know; bullets, Scotch, beer, etc., L
Ed